Monday, December 29, 2025

Better Things: 'Til I Disappear

"Better Things" is a series of weekly posts, each about one song I really love, by an artist I haven't featured in the previous This Year or Portions For Foxes series. See the introduction for more.

And the last song in this series, the last one I post this year, is another obscurity - another noisy song from a band that never quite hit it big, but made some great songs. (Again, I almost seem to be begging readers to point out somewhere that I'm wrong - that a band I think is obscure actually has an unbroken string of #1 hits in Finland or something.)

The song is 'Til I Disappear, from Yellow Ostrich - but it's more complicated than that. There's a longer version on their 2010 record Wild Comfort, but the version I love is the shorter version, from a 2012 NoiseTrade sampler, where I first heard Yellow Ostrich.

So this is an obscure version of an obscure song by an obscure band - if I seem to be ending the year trying to maximize my hipster-ness, I have to apologize. That wasn't the point.

This is another slow burn song; I've mentioned several times how I love those. It starts with a keening guitar line, and then the singer's voice, also keening, above it.

Stay awhile fleeing glimpses of,
Stay awhile fleeing taste of love.
Go ye now to the ocean peer,
Stay awhile till I disappear

I don't know exactly what it's about. It's the kind of nonspecific, slightly archaic language that the songwriter has clearly crafted specifically. There's some kind of ending - probably not a death, but you can never be sure in a song.

So: probably yet another breakup song. Fitting for me, I think. Whatever it's about, it has a great sound, a great energy, and a propulsive force.

So long farewell,
My love, I see it's time.
It's been nice to know you.
Maybe when we're older,
We can meet again.
We'll see if we remember.

Next week it will be a new year, and a new series of posts here on Mondays. As I write this, I haven't figured out all the details exactly yet - so both you and I will need to find out what that series will be. See you there.

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